Chapter Six
They solved the problem of privacy by buying food from
a delicatessen and getting the taxi driver to take them to a quiet park Jessie
knew on the outskirts of town.
“No blanket to sit on,” she commented, easing a
plastic bag down onto the grass and then following it, curling her legs under
her. Daniel shrugged.
‘We’ll just share it with the ants then,” he said,
putting the other two bags down. “This
place is nice.”
”I bring my students here sometimes,” Jessie said. “It’s a good place for them to play, because
they can be loud and boisterous without annoying anyone. The school grounds hardly even have a
playground, let alone room for the kids to run around in.”
”What sorts of special needs do they have?” he
asked. He sat down and opened one of the
bags.
“All sorts of things,” she said. “Autism, mild Cerebral Palsy, and a whole
range of learning difficulties.”
”It must take a lot of patience to work with them,” he commented. She nodded.
“But it’s very rewarding,” she said. “They’re lovely kids. I miss them.”
”When are you starting back?” he asked.
She shrugged.
“I rang the Principal, and she said there was no
rush. She didn’t sound all that
welcoming, I have to say. Of course, the
School Board sacked me after the trial, but I had thought they’d be pleased to
have me back.”
”I’m sure they will be,” he said. He’d
removed all of the plastic containers, and was opening lids.
“Yum,” he said, eyeing them all. “What would you like first?”
”We’re never going to eat all of that,” she smiled.
“You think?” he asked, laughter in his eyes. “There’s a lot of me to fill up.”
”There certainly is,” she agreed, casting a quick glance down his long legs,
trying not to remember what they’d felt like between hers. “Well, why don’t I have a little bit of
everything, and then you can have the rest.”
”Works for me,” he approved, and set about consuming an alarming amount of
food.
“So,” he said, when all of the containers were empty
and stored back in the bags. “How does
it feel to be free?” He was lying back
on the grass, his hands behind his head.
“Odd,” Jessie admitted. “Not odd to be free, but odd to be famous for
it. I can’t go outside my house without
people taking photographs of me.”
”I know the feeling,” he turned his head and smiled at her, and she was struck
anew by how good-looking he was.
“Why do you do what you do?” she asked him without
thinking. “You could do anything. You
could be a movie star if you wanted to.”
Daniel grinned, reached out and picked a piece of grass, which he
proceeded to put into his mouth to chew.
”I have my reasons,” he said. “And not
all to…hey! I was chewing that!”
“I know,” Jessie said, throwing the grass away. “But it’s not hygienic, and you’ve had more
than enough to eat already.” He laughed
and rolled over onto his stomach, his shoulder brushing against her thigh.
“There are reasons why I do what I do,” he said. “Some of them are personal. Some of them are tied in with my belief
system, and some of them are just mercenary.”
”Could you stop doing it?” she asked.
“Not without lots of complications,” he said. “Why?”
“Just asking,” she said. Just for an instant, a silly thought had
popped into her head that she would like, really like to have a relationship
with him. He was good company, he was
fun, and she already knew that he was dynamite in the bedroom. But, even supposing he wanted a relationship
with her, it wasn’t something she could contemplate, given his job.
“I’m worried about Angela,” she admitted. “I shouldn’t have brought you back to the car
like that.”
”That was my fault,” Daniel said. “Even
if you’d say no to lunch, I’d have walked you to the car, and I’d have
recognised her and I’d have said so.”
“My experience has brought it all back for her,”
Jessie said. “She’s told me more about
it in the last two days than she ever had before. And because I’ve seen some of it, I can
really imagine her going through it.”
”It’s over,” he said. She shook her head.
“It’s never over,” she corrected. “Always, there is someone circulating
photographs of her, along with all of the other women. Always.
There are even a couple of me available, would you believe?”
”Of you arriving at the Institute?” he guessed.
She nodded, disgusted.
“Wearing that stupid t-shirt and bouncing around and
showing my bottom and my…you know.”
”I can guess,” he kept a straight face.
“Where did you say they were available?”
He laughed as she smacked his shoulder.
Daniel had to get back to the Institute, so after
another half hour, he called two cabs to take them in different
directions. He walked her to hers before
getting into his own.
“I want to see you again,” he said.
“Why?” she asked.
He smiled, then reached out and cupped her face in his hand.
“Because you’re good and you’re nice,” he said. “And the fact that you’re a knockout doesn’t
hurt, either. Can I call you?”
“I’ll give you my telephone number,” she said,
reaching for her handbag.
“I have it,” he grinned. “Bye, Jessie Porter. See you soon.” He leaned in and kissed her quickly.
………………
Angela came back to Jessie’s house that night.
“What did he want?” she asked as soon as she was in
the door. Her eyes were red, and Jessie
knew she’d been crying.
”Company,” Jessie said. “I think. He wants to see me again, too.”
”You can’t, Jessie,” Angela said. “He’s
a horrible man. He looks gorgeous, but
he’s evil, just like the rest of them.
I’m alright,” she protested as Jessie’s arms went round her, but she
clung to her friend for a while anyway.
“I couldn’t write this afternoon,” she admitted. “I spent all the time remembering what it was
like in that place. Just little picture
and sensory memories, you know?” Jessie
nodded.
“Like…I shouldn’t talk about it, but I will. One of the memories I was having was of this
game they put me into with some other women, where these men studied our tits,
and then had to try and guess whose were whose, and…”
”I saw that,” Jessie interrupted, wanting to take that look out of her friend’s
eyes. “Jake and Patrick both made me
look at screens that showed what was happening.
“It’s such an awful feeling to just be an object like
that,” Angela said. “Standing there,
with all of those people looking at your tits, laughing and pointing out
distinguishing features. I have
freckles, so they never had any trouble identifying me. And the winner always seemed to choose me to
play with afterwards.” She
shuddered. “A stranger’s hands on my
body. That’s something I’m never going
to forget.” She looked over at
Jessie. “What other things did they show
you?”
“I don’t want to talk about them,” Jessie said. “I don’t want to remind you any more.”
“Did you see the inspections in the morning? You did?
Well, they’re just a delight, too,” Angela said bitterly. “One of the mornings I was there, they
brought a tour group through, would you believe? They all walked down the corridors, taking
photographs through the glass, while all of us just lay there, knees up,
providing them with living anatomy lessons.”
”Angela,” Jessie said, putting her hand on her friend’s arm. “I don’t think this is helping you.”
”No, it’s not,” Angela admitted. “The
only thing that’s ever going to help is if I can shut that horrible, fucking
place down. Or get revenge. Preferably on the Governor, or the precious
Patrick.” She took a deep breath. “Although that Daniel wouldn’t be bad
either. God, he’s dishy up close!” Jessie couldn’t resist a grin.
“He is, isn’t he?” she said. She contained the grin. “But that doesn’t
make what he’s doing right.”
Angela sighed, and turned away to make the
coffee. She was comfortable enough in
Jessie’s home to do that without asking.
Halfway through the brewing process, she looked up.
“You know, I was wrong,” she said.
“What about?” Jessie asked.
”You going out with him again,” her friend said. “I think you should.”
”You said I shouldn’t,” Jessie reminded her.
“That’s why I said I was wrong,” Angela pointed out
patiently. “He’s handsome, he’s
charming, he’s rich, and there’s no fear you’re going to let yourself fall for
him. I think you should have some fun
with him. Then dump him flat, of
course. Preferably breaking his heart.”
”You think I should go out with him?” Jessie
asked. Angela nodded.
“He’s also guaranteed to be good in the sack,” she
said.
“I’m not going to go to bed with him,” Jessie replied
firmly, adding ‘again’ only in her head.
“That would just be dangerous.”
”You’re probably right,” Angela sighed.
“But Mr Cat would be worth a little bit of danger, I think. No Jessie, I definitely think you should go
for it,” she encouraged. She grinned,
her red-rimmed eyes full of mischief.
“And I want to hear all the details.”
………………….
There weren’t all that many details to relay. Daniel called her two days later and invited
her to a movie. They arrived at the
cinema late and left while the credits were still rolling, to avoid people
recognising him, and after a late night coffee in a quiet little cafe, he drove
her home in his relatively inconspicuous late-model black BMW.
“I’m surprised you don’t drive a Jaguar,” she
commented. “Wouldn’t that be more in
keeping with the cat theme?” He shook
his head.
“I do try not to be too clichéd,” he said. Then he grinned. “Besides, Patrick has a Jag. I didn’t want a matching car.” He pulled the car up to the curb in front of
her house.
“You don’t need to walk me to the door,” she
said.
”Okay,” he smiled, his white teeth bright in the darkness. “Did you enjoy the movie?”
”I did,” she smiled back. “More than I
thought I would.”
”Good,” he said, then leaned over and kissed her, again just a gentle brush of
his lips over hers. No-one would ever
know that they’d spent a night together in bed, Jessie thought.
“Goodnight,” she said.
He smiled again.
“Goodnight,” he replied.
“And that was IT?” Angela demanded. “He didn’t even grope you or anything?” Jessie shook her head.
“And you didn’t grope him?”
“No,” Jessie laughed.
“Why?” her friend asked. “Have you SEEN that man’s body?”
”Yes, actually. All of it,” Jessie
admitted, laughing again when Angela squealed and insisted on hearing the
details of that. She squealed again when
she found out that Jessie had also seen Patrick nude on the morning she’d been
to the taping of the show.
“Are they as magnificent as they look?” she
asked. Jessie nodded.
“They are prime,” she said. “Both of them. Pity they do such horrible things, isn’t it?”
”It is,” Angela nodded thoughtfully.
“So, are they both hung?” Jessie
threw a sofa cushion at her.
He rang again two nights later, this time with an
invitation for dinner at a restaurant.
”Nothing fancy,” he said. “Just a little
Italian place where the lights are dim and they can hide us away in a
corner.” He neglected to mention that
the food was fantastic and the prices astronomical. Jessie found every bite to be a gastronomic
delight, and was so full she could barely move by the time they left.
”No more interview-seekers camped outside?” he asked, pulling up outside her
house again. She shook her head.
“The
”Why?” he asked. “You could make a lot
of money.”
”I don’t want to dwell on it,” she said simply.
“Every time I talk about it or think about it, I remember it too
clearly, and I remember that there are women going through it all as we sit
here.” He nodded, the expression in his
eyes thoughtful.
“Can you bring yourself to go out with me again?” he
asked. “Given what’s between us?” Jessie sighed.
“I think so,” she said.
“Good,” he smiled.
He leaned in and kissed her again, but this time he did it with
feeling. Jessie’s lips were softening
under his, starting to open, when she regained some sanity.
”No!” she said, flattening her hands on his chest. “I know how good you are at that. No!”
Daniel laughed.
“Alright,” he conceded. “I’ll call you soon.” He watched her walk up to her door and go in
before driving off.
“Still no sex?” Angela asked the next morning.
”No!” Jessie laughed. “And there won’t
be, Angela. I’m not going to get
involved in that sort of a relationship with him. He’s too sophisticated, too practised, too
damned gorgeous to risk myself with like that.”
And when you’re naked, he can take every one of your nerves and tease
them until they feel like they’re ready to scream. Just for a minute, she had trouble
remembering why that was a bad thing.
“Give yourself a break, honey,” Angela
counselled. “Don’t start making plans to
have babies with him, but for heaven’s sake, why deny yourself what’s offered?”
”Well, it hasn’t really been offered,” Jessie pointed out, ignoring the promise
that had been building in that last kiss.
“It will be,” Angela said confidently. “Men don’t take you out on three dates if
they’re not interested.”
She was even more certain after Daniel rang for the fourth date.
“What is it this time?” she asked.
“A surprise,” Jessie said. “He just said he’d be here at seven.”
”Do you want me to hang around in case he arrives with whips and ropes?” Angela
asked.
“You sound a little hopeful there,” Jessie
smiled.
”As long as he’s the one in the ropes and I’m the one with the whip,” her
friend smiled evilly. “Ooooh, that’s a
nice picture. Not quite as nice as
having King Dazzler tied up, but still very attractive.” She seemed quite disappointed when Jessie
assured her that her presence wasn’t necessary.
It was impossible to know what to wear for a ‘surprise’
date, and Jessie eventually settled for a soft white blouse and a pleated
skirt. She could throw a jacket on to make it more formal, but it looked okay
the way it was. When Daniel arrived,
promptly at seven, he was wearing jeans and a casual but obviously expensive
dark grey shirt.
“Silk?” Jessie asked, touching his sleeve. He shrugged.
“I think so,” he grinned. “Want me to take it off so you can look at
the label?”
”I’ll pass,” she said. “What have you
got here?”
”Dinner,” he said. “I couldn’t help but
notice that you liked the food at Guiseppes the other night. So, I talked him into giving me some to bring
here for a picnic. And see? I’ve got a blanket this time.” It was tucked under one of his arms, both of
which were laden with paper bags of steaming food.
They set the picnic up on her living room floor. Jessie was pleased she’d tidied the
house. It looked small and a little
shabby, but it was clean and it was hers.
“Ohhhhh, this is so good,” she sighed, spooning some
pasta into her mouth. Daniel
grinned.
”Try this,” he said, picking up some potato gnocchi in his fingers, dipping it
into some sauce and popping it, dripping, into her mouth. He wiped the sauce off her chin and held his
fingers up for her to lick them too. The
food was so good she did without thinking.
“Mmmm. What is
that sauce?” she demanded, looking at the container. He smiled, and the look in his green eyes
would have warned her if she’d been looking at him instead of the food.
“Pepper carbonara,” he said. “Want some more garlic bread?”
”Only another loaf or two,” she said.
“This is ambrosia, Daniel.” He
shifted position on the blanket, lying on his side, resting up on one elbow. She held out a piece of bread to him, and he
bit it, his teeth cutting crisply through it.
He rolled his eyes in pleasure.
”Is ambrosia meant to be this sinful?” he asked. He reached out one long arm over Jessie for
one of the wineglasses they had placed on the coffee table behind her.
“Here, you need some of this to go with that,” he
said, holding it to her lips.
”That’s your glass,” she protested.
“I don’t mind sharing,” he said, smiling again as she
drank from it.
Eating had been such a sensual experience, it was
almost awkward cleaning up afterwards.
Jessie had once woken up in the bed of a man she’d had a disappointing,
clumsy night with, and had felt out of place and strange in his kitchen. She told herself she had no reason to feel
out of place and strange now. She was in
her OWN kitchen for heaven’s sake. Even
if Daniel appeared to be taking up two-thirds of it.
“There, that’s the last plate,” she said, putting it
in the dishwasher. “Now, thanks to the
wonders of electricity.” She pushed the
buttons and the machine whirred into life.
She turned to smile at him, and discovered that he’d moved closer,
without a sound.
He smiled back, and bent down and kissed her, and
Jessie felt the immediate tug on her hormones.
“No,” she said, pushing on his shoulders.
”No?” he said, his lips a hairs-breadth from hers. “Just a kiss, Jessie? Maybe a few kisses?” He stole one as soon as
he finished speaking.
“I told you last time.
I know what your kisses are like,” she said, kissing him back
regardless. His lips pressed against
hers, his tongue just lightly touched the corner of her mouth. “And I know that I’m not going to be able to
resist you.”
”And that would be terrible,” he said, almost sounding sincere as he kissed her
some more, wrapping his arms around her and lifting her off her feet so he
could do it properly without having to bend so far down. And Jessie, determined to not give in, told
herself that it wouldn’t really do any harm if she put her arms around his neck
and kissed him back for a while.
Kissing Daniel without a blindfold was like abseiling
face-forward over a cliff. It was the
same drop, but this way you could see the danger you were falling into. The
exhilaration was there, made deeper by the memory of the last time he’d kissed
her like this, her body helpless and bare beneath his. But the fear was there, too. Every time she opened her eyes, it was to see
those pools of green, that glossy black hair.
Somehow, she thought it had been kind of Patrick to give her that blindfold.
She regained her control enough to try to push him
away again a few minutes later, and this time he let her do it, easing her down
his body so that her feet touched the floor.
“Coffee?” she asked, making an effort to keep her
voice steady. Daniel nodded, dragging
his gaze away from her lips.
”That would be good,” he said. He walked
around the breakfast bar, giving her more room, giving himself more room. “This is a nice place,” he said. “Good neighbourhood too, by the look of it.”
“It is,” she agreed, feeling safer now that she was in
the kitchen and he was all the way over there.
“It’s not going to lose in value.
As long as I can continue to pay it off, of course.”
“There’s some doubt?’ he asked. She shrugged, her back to him.
“If the Board of Directors won’t take me back at the
school there is,” she said.
“What?” All thoughts of giving her some space
disappeared. Daniel came back round the
breakfast bar and covered the distance between them with two steps. “They’re not seriously considering not
reinstating you, are they?” She
nodded. “But you’re innocent!”
”It’s still been bad publicity,” she said.
“They’re claiming that it’s upsetting to the children. They won’t even let me see them.” She kept her back to him, but she knew her
voice was giving her away, and she wasn’t surprised to feel his hands on her
shoulders.
“Turn around, Jessie,” he said. She turned and looked up at him. “This has really put a hole in your life,
hasn’t it?”
“That’s one way to put it,” she replied, looking down
from his face to the solid chest right in front of her.
”Would you let me help?” he asked.
“Help in what way?”
“Jake can talk to the Board of Directors,” he
said. “And I can pay your house
off.”
”No!” she had her hands on his chest, pushing at him. Predictably, he didn’t move. “Don’t you dare. It’s my house, Daniel. I’ll pay it off or I’ll lose it. It’s mine.”
”Fine,” he said. “It was just a
thought.” He was cursing himself
inwardly for not just doing it without telling her. If he did it now, she’d know.
“I cannot believe you’d even offer,” she said crossly,
sliding away from him. He watched her
assembling the equipment for the coffee, a smile playing on his lips.
”You haven’t had a lot of people helping you out in your life, have you?” he
asked softly. She turned to look at him
again.
“No,” she said simply.
“I’m independent. Probably to a
fault.”
“Being orphaned young probably has something to do with that,” he said. She frowned.
“What?” he asked. “I’ve obviously said
something wrong again, but I’m at a loss to know what it is.” She turned away again.
“It’s just that it annoys me that you know so much
about me,” Jessie said. “You know my
whole life story, and I know almost nothing about you.”
“What do you want to know?” he asked. She gave a snort of laughter.
“Yes, like you’d tell me,” she scoffed. “I asked Patrick how old he was and scored a
lecture about the secrecy surrounding King Dazzler and The Cat.”
“I’m not Patrick,” he said. “What do you
want to know?” Jessie put the spoon she
was holding down, with a metallic thud.
“Full name,” she said, turning and crossing her
arms. He smiled.
“Daniel John Sauniere,” he said. “And yes, the surname is French. I was born in France, thirty years ago.”
“You’re French?”
“Dual citizenship,” he said. “My mother is French. My father isn’t. We moved here when I was two.”
“Your father isn’t French, but your surname is
Sauniere?”
”My parents didn’t marry,” he said. “My
mother is a free spirit - something of a Bohemian.”
“Is?” Jessie persisted, still leaning against the
counter, arms still folded. He nodded.
“She moved back to France eight years ago when she
broke up with my father,” he said. “I
was there, studying for a degree in physical therapy at university at the
time.” She remembered his skill with her
ankle.
“And how does a physical therapist end up as one of
the two head dazzlers at the Shame Institute?” she asked. “And as a television star and
heart-throb?” He grinned.
“To explain that, I’ll have to tell you something that
almost no-one knows,” he said. And he
did.
Half an hour and two cups of coffee later, Jessie was
still asking questions.
“But how?” she was asking. “How has that been kept quiet?”
”Jake has a lot of power,” he said.
“Now that I know, it makes sense,” she said. “But I would never have guessed. Never in a million years.”
“Good,” he said. “Can I have some more
coffee? I need something to sustain me
after letting out state secrets like that.”
They sat together on her sofa, sipping coffee, talking
about his revelation. Then Jessie bit
the bullet. The fact that he had told
her something so confidential made it obvious to her that he intended to take
this further. She had to be honest with
him.
“This is never going to work, you know,” she
said. He looked at her, his green eyes
warm. “Us, I mean, on anything other
than a casual level,” she said.
”Why not?” he asked.
“Because of your job,” she said. “I cannot become involved with someone who
does what you do to women. Particularly
given that you do it daily, on national television.”
“I’ve got news for you, Jessie,” he said, putting his coffee mug down. He reached over and cupped her face with one
hand. “We already are involved.”
“One night of sex when I didn’t even know it was you
does not constitute involvement,” she pointed out. He smiled.
“We’ve been out together three times since then,” he
said. “Four times counting tonight. Four
dates in which we have talked, laughed and enjoyed ourselves
together.” He added with a grin. “And not undone even one button.”
”You’ve seen me naked already, so that doesn’t count,” Jessie said, even though
she was unaccountably fighting a grin as
well. Who’d have thought The Cat would
make her smile so much? “Three times.” He shrugged.
“And you’ve seen me too,” he said.
“Only very briefly,” she countered. “I was covering my eyes!” His eyes gleamed. And then he stood up.
“We can fix that,” he said, and his hands went to his
shirt.
“No,” she said, even though several parts of her body
was doing their best to overrule her.
“Daniel, don’t you dare. I won’t
let you.”
”How do you plan to stop me?” he grinned, unbuttoning.
“I’ll just look away,” she said, trying to force
herself to do just that as the strong, golden chest she’d seen once before came
into view. He stepped out of the shoes
he wore and slipped the shirt off his shoulders. Dear heaven, he was gorgeous.
“You haven’t stopped me yet,” he said, his fingers now
busy at his belt. “And you haven’t
looked away.”
”It’s my house,” she said. “I can look
wherever I want. You just happen to be
in the place I’m choosing to look. You
can stop laughing, right now. AND you
needn’t think that this is going to lead to anything, because it isn’t.”
“That’s okay,” he said. He undid his jeans, unzipped them and pushed
them down, stepping out of them. Black
briefs. That was all he was wearing
now. And then his hands hooked in the
sides of them and pushed them down as well.
He stood up straight, facing her.
Then, a smile on his lips, he slowly, deliberately, assumed the display
position. And Jessie’s breath caught in
her chest.
From the top of his black hair, to his long, slender
feet, he was perfection. He had
well-defined muscles, flawless skin and long, strong limbs. And that was without even dwelling on his
very impressive groin, or on his famous, handsome face.
“You are so beautiful,” she gave voice to her thoughts
without thinking about it.
“So are you,” he said.
He brought his arms down and walked slowly towards her, reaching down to
catch her wrists and draw her up to stand in front of him. Then he placed her hands, palm down, on his
chest.
“What?” she asked.
”Touch me,” he said. “Wherever you want
to, however you want to. Do whatever you
want, Jessie. Do nothing if you want to. It’s up to you. And I won’t pressure you in any way. You’re in charge of this body for the rest of
the night.” His skin was warm and smooth
under her hands, his expression sincere.
“Anything?” an imp of mischief made her ask. He nodded, the corners of his mouth twitching.
”Anything,” he said. Jessie thought
fast.
She’d meant it when she said that she couldn’t be with him. His job made that impossible. It just cut across too many of her beliefs,
too many of her ethics. But he was
offering her…what? Another night with
him? His body, to do with what she
wanted? Jessie was under no illusions
that she was a saint, and it would have taken a saint to resist this sort of
temptation. So, she decided to take
Angela’s advice and give herself a break.
She smiled.
“You’re too tall for me to reach everything,” she
said, looking up at his face. “Come this
way.” With that, she slid her hand down
his chest, over his ribs, his ridges of abdominal muscles and out to his wrist,
capturing his hand. Then, still smiling
to herself, she led him into her bedroom.
There were so many pleasures to discover with
him. One of them was finding out that
his skin was very sensitive, and that it took only the lightest of touches to
set him moving around, to make his breathing heavier.
“You’re ticklish!” Jessie said, surprised. He nodded.
”I’ve never grown out of that,” he said, setting his jaw and trying not to
wriggle as she dug her fingers into his sides and tickled. She laughed, a delighted, triumphant sound.
“I love it,” she said, straddling him and settling in
to torment him some more. She also loved
seeing how hard he had to fight with himself to stay there, letting her find
all of his sensitive places. And there
were lots of them.
“Legs apart,” she ordered, merriment in her tone as
she moved further down his body. He
groaned and laughed.
”You’re going to kill me, woman,” he said, but he opened his legs anyway, and
jumped as she began trailing her fingers in teasing lines up the insides of his
thighs.
“You don’t seem to be disliking this,” she
commented. He glanced down, well aware
of what she was referring to.
”I can’t help that,” he said.
“Don’t apologise,” Jessie said, a wicked gleam in her
eyes. “I like it.” She proved it by touching him there, but not
with the sort of touch he craved.
Instead, she tickled him, relentlessly, to the point where he had to
roll onto his side, laughing, to get away from her.
“Get back into position, Mr Expert Tickler,” she
ordered. “I cannot believe that you tickle all of those poor women when you
know how bad it can be!”
”It’s why I’m so good at it,” he said, obediently rolling onto his back and
spreading his legs around her again.
“Really?” she asked, gloating. “Well, perhaps we should give you a bit more
personal experience.” This time her
fingers started stroking on either side of his groin. Then, while he was doing his best to stay
still for that, she attacked his scrotum, sending his breath ragged again as he
laughed helplessly.
“I wish I had those brushes of yours,” she said.
“I’ll bring them next time,” he said. “Oh God.
Jessie, please. Enough.”
”Nowhere near enough,” she teased. “This
body is all mine, remember? I can do what I want to it. Oh, is that ticklish under there too,
Daniel? Gee, it’s going to take all
night to find everywhere, isn’t it?”
Later on, she was to marvel that he just lay there and
let her do it. At any stage, all he had
to do was move away and she couldn’t have stopped him, but he didn’t. He honoured his promise, and although he was
a wriggling mass of discomfort, let her tickle him mercilessly for almost an
hour. Finally she relented, sitting on
her heels, between his feet, and looked up at his wonderful body, covered in
perspiration and nothing else.
“Enough,” she said.
And then she put her hands flat on his legs and slid them up, going with
them, pressing firmly on his skin, so as not to tickle. She explored the body she was now so much
more comfortable with, having spent so much time running her fingers over
him. He grew hard in her hands again,
and she watched, fascinated by the size of him, the hot silkiness of him. Even the hair on his groin was silky, thick and
black and soft. She looked up to see him
watching her, his eyes heavy.
“I always thought sex organs were ugly,” she
commented. “Yours isn’t.” He smiled.
“Thanks,” he said.
“Feel free to look for as long as you like.” She stroked him, pleased when he gasped. “And to do that,” he said. “For as long as you like.” So she did.
And she did lots of other things, too, exploring him as if he were a new
toy. Having this man, this magnificent
animal, to touch, to play with, to tease and to explore as she wished, was very
special, and with each minute that passed, she appreciated more and more what a
gift he was giving her. Finally, she
stretched out, still fully dressed, on top of him.
”Put your arms around me,” she said.
“With pleasure,” he smiled, settling her more
comfortably on him. “Do you still have
your shoes on?” She laughed.
“Yes,” she admitted.
“Kick them off,” he said. “They’re hurting my legs.” She did, letting them fall to the floor on
either side of the bed with a thud.
“Your skirt is hurting my legs too,” he said. “And those buttons on your blouse are causing
real pain.”
”Sure they are,” she said. She leaned up
on him, her skirt catching on his penis, and kissed his chin.
”Higher,” he said. “Just a bit
higher.” Again her skirt caught on his
groin, but this time her lips touched his, gentle and warm.
”Mmmm,” he said. “More.”
”You’re sure now?” she teased. “You
don’t want to stop?” He grinned.
“That’s my line,” he said.
”And what’s your answer?” she demanded.
“The same as yours was,” he responded. “More.”
”Just what I was thinking,” she said, kissing him again. “Daniel?”
He raised his eyebrows.
“Does having the right to do what I want to your body
include being able to order you to make love to me?” she asked. He was rolling with her in his arms before
she even finished asking.
”Oh yeah,” he said, bending to kiss her properly.
She stopped him, her hand on his cheek, just before
his lips touched hers.
”I don’t believe this,” she said softly.
”What don’t you believe?” he asked, his voice at a whisper.
”A few months ago, minutes before the accident, I was looking at a picture of
you on the back of a bus,” she said. “I
was thinking about how wicked you looked, how devilish and handsome you
were. And now, here you are, right
here.”
“So you associate my face with a bad occurrence in your
life?” he asked. She didn’t have time to
answer that. He kissed her. “Let’s see if we can replace that
association, shall we? Keep looking at
my face, Jessie. Tell me when it starts
to feel good.”
………………..
His face was the first thing she saw in the morning,
on the pillow next to her, and she was feeling damned good by then. She watched him for some time, marvelling at
the symmetry, the shape of his features.
His eyes were almond-shaped, his eyelashes black and long, and his
eyebrows perfect curves. She touched
them with a fingertip, then moved that fingertip down over his high cheekbones,
his straight nose, and onto the almost feminine curves of his lips. A night’s growth of beard was roughening his
face, but it didn’t detract from the sweeping line of his jaw, or from the
cleft in his chin. Lying there, the
warmth of his arms around her, the memory of a night of loving she knew she was
never going to top playing in her mind, she knew that this moment, watching
him, vulnerable and perfect in sleep, was one of the nicest she had ever
had.
His eyelids moved, the jade green of his eyes a shock
as they opened. He smiled.
“Hello Jessie Porter,” he said.
”Hello Daniel Sauniere,” she responded.
She rubbed her nose against his.
His gaze shifted to the window behind her.
”What time is it?” he asked. She
shrugged, her breasts moving against his chest.
”Early still,” she said. “Just after six.”
“Good,” he smiled again. “Do I have time to start at the bottom and
work up again?”
Jessie shivered in memory. That was exactly what he’d done. He’d undressed her slowly, not touching
anything of what was revealed, and then he’d started at her toes, kissing and
nibbling, and then worked all the way up her legs, diverting out to her hands
to massage them in his own strong fingers, then to kiss them, too. All the way up her arms he’d gone, slowly,
tortuously, while she lay naked on the bed and begged him to hurry. It was the only time he’d refused an order
from her all night, continuing to take his time, tickling her neck, stroking
her face, planting soft, teasing kisses all over her belly, until she grabbed
handfuls of his hair and dragged him, smiling, up to kiss her properly. Only then had he settled down to doing
exactly what she wanted. Twice.
“No,” she said firmly.
“You drove me mad, you wicked man.
You are never doing that again.”
He laughed softly.
”Next time, I’m using handcuffs,” he promised.
“And taking twice as long.” He
kissed her neck. “Maybe three times as
long. And after what you did to me, you
wicked woman, you are in no position to make accusations.” He kissed her lips, and she found that they
were bruised from his kisses of the night before. He’d kissed her so often, so expertly. Just the thought of those kisses was enough
to have her tightening up inside. Daniel
felt her move her hips.
“Is that an invitation?” he asked, his eyes
bright.
”Do you need one?” she asked boldly. He
moved his legs, easing hers apart. She
felt him swing hard against her.
“It doesn’t appear so,” she laughed, then raised her
face to welcome his kiss.
……………..
Some time later, he nuzzled her neck and lifted
himself off her.
”You must be sore,” he said ruefully.
“I’m sorry.”
”For what?” she asked, wrapping her arms around his neck. His skin was damp and he smelled sweaty and
delicious. And she felt wonderful.
“I should have let you rest this morning,” he
said. “Recover. I didn’t even ask you if you were tender
before I started that.”
”I’m a big girl,” she pointed out. “If I
hadn’t wanted to do it, I’d have said so.
What are you doing?” He’d rolled
onto one side of her, and was gently squeezing one of her breasts.
“Sensitive?” he asked.
Jessie looked at him as if he were mad.
“Well, yes,” she said.
She reached down and squeezed his testicles. “Sensitive?” she asked, in the same tone he’d
used. He laughed.
“I meant more sensitive than usual,” he
corrected. He rolled onto his back. “I guess some habits are hard to break.” She turned her head on the pillow, her
eyebrows raised.
“Morning inspection,” he explained. “I don’t know if you’re aware that we check
out the prisoners every morning?” Jessie
nodded.
”I was unfortunate enough to see that on the screens one morning,” she
said. “Patrick explained it. Do you do that, too?”
“I don’t go along every morning, but I do my share,”
he said. Jessie sighed.
“I really don’t like thinking about that,” she said.
“Sorry,” he said.
It occurred to her that there were going to be lots of these moments,
instances when she was reminded of what he did for a living, of what he did to
the prisoners. She either had to walk
away from him, or find some way to get him to walk away from his job.
But in the meantime…a thought occurred to her, a
naughty one. He knew her well enough by
now to recognise that look, and he grinned.
“What?” he asked.
“Get into the position,” she said.
“The position?” he repeated.
”The position they assume on the beds to be inspected,” she said. Daniel laughed.
“You’re a bossy little thing first thing in the
morning, aren’t you?” he said. “Why
would I do that?”
”Because I want you to,” she said firmly.
He shrugged.
“Okay,” he said.
“We do normally let them go to the toilet and clean themselves up a bit
first, though.”
”While a dazzler stands nearby and watches them,” Jessie snorted.
“You can watch me if you like,” he offered. She rolled her eyes.
“Quit stalling,” she said. “Get into position.” He was smiling as he sat up on the bed. Jessie stood up, knowing his eyes were on her
body but not concerned about it. His
hands and his mouth had been all over her on several occasions now, and she’d
lost her shyness where he was concerned.
“I’ll do this as long as you do it too,” he
qualified. “Your turn first as doctor,
then mine.”
“Maybe,” Jessie said.
“Lie down, Daniel. And bring your
knees up.”
”As close as possible to the outside of your breasts, and hold that until the
doctor arrives,” he recited for her.
“You’ve got to get the orders right, little dazzler.”
“You don’t have breasts,” she pointed out. He grinned, then lay back on the bed and
brought his knees up and out, holding them near his shoulders.
“Not the most flattering of angles,” he commented.
“Not for women either,” she countered. He shook his head, obviously unconcerned by
his exposure. Any idea she had of
proving her point by giving him some experience of the humiliation involved in
the morning inspection was doomed to failure.
Still, she couldn’t bring herself to feel disappointed. Instead, she reached down and scooped up his
testicles, weighing them in her hand.
“You’ve already checked on the tenderness of those,”
Daniel said. “Can’t waste time now,
dazzler Jess-OW!” She smiled sweetly as
she released the tight grip she’d had on him.
“No talking,” she ordered. Her fingertips danced along his penis, which
was growing hard yet again, she noticed.
“No tenderness here?” she asked solicitously. He didn’t answer. She cleared her throat.
“You said I couldn’t talk,” he pointed out. She ran her finger around his glans and
looked at him threateningly.
“Very tender,” he said. And then he laughed and rolled away as she
shifted her hands and began tickling up the inside of his thighs.
“Your turn,” he insisted, sitting up on the edge of
the bed again. He caught her hips in his
hands and drew her in, to stand between his knees. “Display position,” he said softly, a smile
on his lips. Not sure why she was
playing, but loving the new-found intimacy with him, Jessie put her hands
behind her neck. His own hands shifted
to her breasts, cupping them, stroking them, squeezing lightly.
”Not sore?” he asked. She shook her
head. His thumbs brushed her nipples and
they tightened.
“Not too sensitive?” he asked. She shook her head again. He leaned in and licked one, then the other,
making her gasp. “What about when I do
this?” he teased. “Or this?” He sucked gently. Her breathing grew ragged. Leaving her breasts wet, he turned her around
and eased her down onto the bed as he stood up.
“Bring your knees up,” he said, not finishing the
order. Jessie went to do it, but
stopped, the action of moving into position reminding her of the view of all of
those prisoners, making her identify even more with what they must feel like,
lying there like that, wide open and exposed, for anyone walking past in the
corridor to see.
”I can’t,” she said.
”For me you can,” he said. “Just for
me.” He leaned over and kissed her, then
lifted her legs himself, his hands under her knees. He pushed them up and out, leaving her splayed
wide. He looked down and smiled.
“Daniel, I must be all sticky there,” she protested,
wriggling. “I haven’t cleaned up since
last night and this morning, and…”
“Ssssh,” he said.
“Just let me look.”
”Daniel!” she protested again. “It’s not
as if you don’t see enough of these!” He
grinned at her.
”Yours is my favourite,” he insisted, but he let her bring her legs down
anyway.
It was while they were in her shower, soaping each
other up and sliding their bodies together, that she brought the topic up
again.
”It’s cruel, exposing women’s private parts on television,” she said. He concentrated on lathering the soap up in
his hands. “Because, apart from the
privacy aspect, it’s the ugliest part of a woman,” she added.
“It’s not ugly,” he disagreed. “It’s not pretty, like the rest of a woman,
but it’s got a real appeal all of its own.”
”A sexual appeal,” she said, suppressing a moan as his hands began smoothing
soap over her breasts yet again. His
thumbs circled.
“Certainly sexual,” he said. “But there’s a symmetry and beauty to female
genitalia. And they’re all different.”
”You’d know,” she said. “Ohhh, that
feels good.” He was rubbing his palms
over her nipples. She attempted to
continue the conversation. “You’ve
probably seen more of them than any man alive, other than gynaecologists.” He shifted his hands, sliding them down her
arms, round her back and down, to cradle her bottom.
“There’s something I enjoy doing with them even more
than I like looking at them,” he said softly, with an air of sharing a
secret. She smiled, rubbing her face
against his smooth, slippery skin.
”What’s that?” she played along. He
lifted her slowly, steadily, effortlessly, her legs parting around him.
”Here, let me show you,” he said, his green eyes darkening in a way she was
already familiar with.